tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28805915321954990782012-02-16T19:23:18.171-08:00- Kaylahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11787574338695685646noreply@blogger.comBlogger281100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2880591532195499078.post-50648188272652691802011-07-25T07:47:00.001-07:002011-07-25T07:47:16.611-07:00You've been so good <br/> How about a treat <br/> Sit in that chair <br/> I'll give you a dance <br/> My only rule is don't touch <br/> Turning on some music <br/> I dance to the beat <br/> Taking off my clothes <br/> Piece by piece <br/> When i'm free i come closer <br/> Remember now don't touch <br/> I grind against each leg <br/> Before rubbing myself <br/> Against your lap <br/> Moaning as i feel <br/> You through your jeans <br/> I unbutton your pants <br/> Getting off your lap <br/> Bending over taking the zipper <br/> Between my lips <br/> Pulling it down slowly <br/> One hand freeing you <br/> From your prison <br/> I start grinding in your lap again <br/> Teasing your manhood against my opening <br/> Your hands grab my waist <br/> Uh oh your in trouble now <br/> I start rubbing harder against you <br/> Not letting you in <br/> Then quick as can be i hop of and run <br/> The shower is where you find me <br/> Oh i'm in trouble now <br/> I see it in your eyes <br/> Dropping of your clothes <br/> You come on in and join me <br/> You've taken control <br/> Pushing me back against the wall <br/> Pulling one of my legs up <br/> Holding yourself at my opening <br/> Making me wiggle and beg <br/> Thrusting in without warning <br/> Assaulted by pleasure <br/> Wild and primal thrusting <br/> My punishment i enjoy <br/> Hitting the right spot again and again <br/> Making me orgasam <br/> Still not stopping <br/> Only hitting harder and faster <br/> Until we both explode <br/> Panting and sweaty <br/> Standing under the water <br/> We wash each other <br/> Slow moving hands <br/> I think we may be in the shower for awhile<div style='clear: both; 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text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.3</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2880591532195499078-1336121849418667446?l=myhiddenwritings.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>- Kaylahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11787574338695685646noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2880591532195499078.post-83268825496352798452011-05-28T15:23:00.001-07:002011-05-28T15:23:00.609-07:00Suicide running <br/> Running till i'm numb <br/> Sides are acheing <br/> Breathing in gasps <br/> Legs burning <br/> Face red <br/> Sweat pouring <br/> Still going <br/> Must forget it all <br/> Release the rage <br/> Two second breather <br/> Can't stop <br/> Need the pain <br/> Release the anger <br/> Suicide running <br/> Till i drop <br/> Pass out <br/> No stoping till then <br/> Head pounding <br/> Heart bursting <br/> Stupid people <br/> Past repeating <br/> Can't stop it <br/> Full of anger <br/> Trying to run it out<div style='clear: both; 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Good & evil <br/> Loose yourself in between <br/> Escape the world of the sane <br/> Where there is nothing to gain <br/> Make the unknown your home <br/> Welcome to my escape <br/> This world of insanity<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.3</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2880591532195499078-7885298964910215070?l=myhiddenwritings.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>- Kaylahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11787574338695685646noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2880591532195499078.post-38613760358540806892011-05-21T19:37:00.001-07:002011-05-21T19:37:53.982-07:00Brought to my knees <br/> By a thousand sins <br/> Not of my own <br/> Twisted is fate <br/> Which damned me to life <br/> Fighting for a balance <br/> Left hanging in between <br/> Slipping into insanity <br/> Voices in my head <br/> Driving me to the edge<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; 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text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.3</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2880591532195499078-124650959781960410?l=myhiddenwritings.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>- Kaylahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11787574338695685646noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2880591532195499078.post-50015539077374255152010-12-11T18:18:00.001-08:002010-12-11T18:18:06.262-08:00What broke her inside <br/> Was a battle over years <br/> Strained and Stressed for freedom <br/> Lost in the dark of a deep hole <br/> Left to grow old, rot, and die <br/> Never seeking out the far off light <br/> Only digging deeper down to cower and hide <br/> She broke inside the self dug grave <br/> Shattered into a million sharp pieces <br/> Not whole anymore inside, just an empty shell <br/> Seeking out ways to numb the pain <br/> She never stoped to pick up those pieces <br/> Just kept moving while broken inside herself <br/> Others depended upon this broken but strong girl <br/> Pushing their problems onto her shoulders <br/> She took the weight and more for others <br/> No one even knowing she was dying inside <br/> She put on a whole show for people <br/> An emotional mask to cover the pain she felt <br/> She pushed herself to the edge of a cliff <br/> To many people needed her so she never jumped <br/> Two very special young lives needed her around <br/> She was a sheild for them <br/> Blocking alot of pain and fear <br/> So many things for a young girl to take on <br/> Broken but never stoping to rest <br/> She prayed some nights that she wouldn't wake up <br/> Never could she take her own life <br/> Always needing to just escape it all <br/> To stubborn to ask for any help <br/> Years of battle finally ended <br/> It took a clik of a gun to fully end <br/> She ran away and never came back <br/> Droped all that weight upon her shoulders <br/> Such a young girl should never bear <br/> But she was still broken inside <br/> Each sharp piece cutting her up <br/> Trying to fit them back together again <br/> Recieving some help along the way <br/> Scars and demons still have her <br/> Some pieces are still missing <br/> Not so broken anymore but not the same <br/> She pieced herself up differently <br/> Not the same as she was before <br/> The strength still has not left me <br/> I am still fighting <br/> I will never give up<div style='clear: both; 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text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.3</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2880591532195499078-6135878203765479655?l=myhiddenwritings.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>- Kaylahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11787574338695685646noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2880591532195499078.post-21310712565120380882010-11-04T18:22:00.001-07:002010-11-04T18:22:42.433-07:00Never will i give up <br/> I shall never quite You can't stop me <br/> I'm done alowing you to try <br/> This is were it ends I will take it no more <br/> To long i've let you get away <br/> Things have changed now I AM my own person <br/> Don't need you telling me what to do <br/> You put me down all the time <br/> Have you even looked at yourself?! <br/> You don't have the right to judge me <br/> I will not be silenced anymore <br/> I've sat in the background to long <br/> Tell me i'm he one with the problem <br/> It doesn't bother me a bit <br/> I've got the courage you lack <br/> I laugh at you now <br/> The stunned look on your face <br/> Didn't you know i can bite back? <br/> Well i can and i have <br/> You pushed and pushed me <br/> Never did i give you your fight <br/> But now i'm all for it <br/> I'll show you how to fight <br/> I'm giveing you only this one warning <br/> I don't fight fair <br/> Why should i with you? <br/> You never did with me <br/> You took every low blow you could <br/> Now i'll do the same But Harder!! <br/> I'll show you how to fight dirty <br/> I'll mop the floor with you <br/> You never will see it coming <br/> You should have known i'd strike back <br/> Did you think i'd sit there and cower? <br/> You pissed off the wrong bitch today <br/> Never again will i let you judge me<div style='clear: both; 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